What a month February was. Nothing huge. My life is pretty much drama free. Just blah. Spiritually I’m in a pit. Or a dry wasteland take your pick. Emotionally I’m anxious. I really think it’s weather related. I don’t handle the gray and rain aka Oregon like I used to. I used to pride myself with being a true webbed foot (NOT duck lover though) rain loving Oregonian. But now… I’m not so sure.
Actually I love Oregon. It’s b-e-a-utiful. I just need the lifestyle where I can take a tropical vacation every winter. Then I’ll be fine. Ha. Really though in the real life scheme of things I can’t complain. I SHOULDN’T complain. Like I said, my life is drama free. The only drama my life has is because I make it, or create it. I whine or get depressed or make a mountain out of a mole hill. I get all worked up over seemingly little things.
There are those out there who are going through real stuff. Real s*%t. Dare I say a bad word?? Really they are. I just read a blog, one I read regularly, and her husband’s cancer…has came back…again. Makes me sad. I don’t even know these people and I grieve for them. And I pray. Say what you will about online “relationships” or “connections” but the feelings and prayers prayed are real even for complete strangers. The internet can sometimes shallow relationships but it can also reach out and connect those who other wise would never be connected. I like that.
I like being able to pray for a woman I don’t even know to be comforted by the hand of God. I like being able to pray for kids who have cancer. Or be encouraged to work harder, run harder, live better by those on similar journeys. I like to connect with gals I went to highschool with I haven’t seen for year. I like being able to “chat” with people on my time, and my schedule. And I don’t have to say hold on every five seconds because my kids need me. Oh but I digress… a rabbit trail I could wander off on for sure.
Anyway March is here. I look back at 2006. March was a BAD month. So bad I still remember (January was bad that year too). But March this year is going to be better. I just have a feeling.
