The blog path? No. The blog journey! Yes! That’s much better. The blog journey. I’ve blogged since 2005. Not this one though. This is my 3rd blog. My first blog is still in the blogosphere. I’d actually have to look it up to remember the domain. I think it’s www.standingongrace.blogspot.com. But that’s not what it started out to be. Anyway that’s not the point. The point is I like writing down my thoughts. But after nearly 3 1/2 years of blogging I’m thinking I don’t love having an audience…or lack of (I just mean writing knowing someone—anyone—may read it.
I don’t mind people reading my blogs… it’s just the pressure. The pressure that says, “I must write really good so lots of people will read and comment.” When really I’d rather just write down my thoughts and not think about the reader. But should I think about the reader? And my answer is YES! Because… well this is a public site.. What I can and say will be held against me…
Who knows. Maybe I should go back to pen and paper and private. Just between me. Me and God. Me and whom ever may read it in the future when I’m dead or in the now when they are breaching my privacy. My mom once did that in high school. I think she still regrets it…I know I still regret every word I wrote down. What a day that was…
So. I think I’m calling my blogging days to an end. I like blogging but I think it’s run it’s course. I know this is the right decision because I feel good. So good I can’t wait till I’m done with this post. To be done with blogging forever.
Forever.
bye.
